

The young and the old.When I grow old I'll have tremors in my hands from parkinsons. I'll forget everything that I care about because Alzheimers will flush my brains content like the shit it is. I'll stumble around listless and confused.The young and the old.
But I'll be prepared.
The tremors I have now are from drugs, and alcohol makes me forget your birthday or her name. I have no job,and so I pass the time in any way I can. And if I happen to wake to a strange place or a strangers face I'll know I've had an adventure. Life is grand.


I try to be a gentlemanI try to be a gentleman.I try to be a gentleman
It's 3 AM and I'm at an Arco station that's more run down and broken than I am, putting out the last of my cigarette on the boots my father gave me (God knows he hates my smoking). I stick my hand in my pocket and finger the dilapidated five dollar bill, coarse and torn, the way a smokers lungs must feel, and knows it's all I have to my name until whenever the next paycheck comes. It's as I stumble up to the cashier's desk to find out if there was a pay phone that hasn't been broken or stolen that I see he


ConstellationsTonight is one of those nights where I look at the sky and want to reform the constellations. These decrepit, outdated symbols. Dippers and DaemonsConstellations
have no place in our modern world. I want to replace them with the things we know; Whiskey, cigarettes, and the Hollywood sign. But perhaps I don't need to look too far or wait too long because every night the stars fade a little more.


SmokeI remember, well, seeing my grandmother shortly before she died. We were alone in that smoky, dusty, dusky, god-damned room with the cancer in her lungs tearing through her insides while the bedsores and lacerations were tearing through her skin like seeing her was tearing through me. I ended up having to go outside to feel better by lighting up another cigarette.Smoke
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I believe in Jesus Christ my savior.
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